A new nest

I have to admit that I need to try my best to adjust the cold whether here. It is not an esay matter if you migrate from the Equator to Toronto, which I surprisedly did. Nevertheless, I found a less hectic life here. Instead of saying enjoyment, I lost the direction in my life rather. I just finished handful of math133 homework that might be due next month. I won't change my lif style to Canadian or American, i still adhere to my old customs. Anyway, I decided to abondon the time-consuming CCA. I hate it.

Though, i need to ask myself contiuouslly, what is in front of me? Ok, speaking in a simple way, what am I doing now? This is a question that puzzled me for centuries. After 9 months of slackness, it's not amazed to find my English level decresed at an amazing rate should I stay in school. There are always many things that bundle me in my mind. I was busy. Really busy.

Sigh...

So sorry for the mumbling here. I was an idot in front of the thousands of freshness. If I were at a crossing in a jungle, I might die of hunger. I was wise to choose not be enrolled into psychology. I can forsee my future to be a Psycho if I finished the program. No, I'm not joking. I'm afraid of any pressure especially when it comes from other people. I believe everyone shares a dark conner in his/her brain. It only depends on the stimulation and time for it to be made appeared. For me, it's too easily stimulated that I fear of it coming out immediately after my graduation.
Nagging, Nagging Nagging...

I miss the sun there in the Equator.

If I were a bird, this would be my new Sun, my new nest.


As usual, posting one picture to show that I am still alive.

the first snow in Beijing 2009

I think it's been 2 years that i didn't have chance to see snow in China. It snowed very heavily in early 2008 in southern China but i missed the time. i was in Singapore already.

This was taken in Prince Gong’s Palace. (恭王府). It was heard that the whole palace was for Heshen (和珅), a notorious minister in Qing Dynasty. He was a typical corruptional minister. Heshen's total pocession was 630 billion RMB. He was far richer than Bill Gates and should be the richest man in the history. Anyway, he was arrested at last by emporor Jiaqing and all his pocession was confisticated.

This was taken in the back yard of the palace. I was really surprised that this garden is even bigger and prettier than the emporer's garden in the Forbidden City...

still in the same palace...i love the peaceful and silent atmosphere there.

The first snow in Beijing, 2009.

Happy Chinese New Year~

It is the first time for me to spend my Chinese New Year in China since I go to Singapore in 2004. The atmosphere is still familiar. Actually Chinese New Year is not only the Jan 1st in Lunar Year, but it extends to the 15th Jan. Chinese people regards this day as the last day of Chinese New Year period. Although most store owners went back to their hometowns to celebrate the CNY with their families, it is still very crowded in many supermarkets and restaurants. I spent the CNY eve in my nanny's home and watch the notorious CNY programs. Why is it notorious? In China, the CNY evening program is always reproached by people every year for its fake singing and many boring programs...anyway, i think most people still choosing to watch it on CNY eve.

I just recieved a New Year card from a friend in Osaka Japan. She's learning arts and cartoon there. So she made this card by herself~ it is a very dedicated card~nice~
It is not the first time that i saw a letter from Japan as my mom has Japanese friend, but it's the first time i recieved a Japan letter from a friend of mine.
P.S. 2.14 is coming soon, what's your plan?

I'm back!

I once had the thought to abondon here since I have another Chinese blog in sina recently. Anyway, i'm back now. I think here is still one of my "HOME". I enjoy the atmosphere here. Just finish my US application last month. It was a very awful experience. I don't dare to try another one in the future. I can't remember how many essays i wrote in half a month. YEEEEE, so annoying...

I just came back from Xi'an during the New Year holidays. share with u my photos there~~~

omg, the photo changes its shape when i upload it here...anyway, it's the tower of Buddha. It's a 13-storey tower which is perhaps the highest one in the world.

outside the temple. oh, share with you an interesting instrument, the instrument below is made of coconut... how amazing!

it's very troublesome to upload pictures here. i have more pictures on my Chinese blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/jingyizhao i'll try to make here a funny place~~~~lol~

Winter Story

It is a long time since i blogged last time... These days are so busy with all the BT and H3 exams. The only thing I did besides mugging for BT during the March holiday is to buy a new CD which I longed to have it for quite a long time. This is a CD by a Japanese who is a music talent. I had her second CD--Spring of Life last year during Promos. Her music is really very fantastic which i think is also magic... How? I listened to her music during my preparation for Promos and I found myself very efficient and concentrated when mugging and finally, got a satisfied 4 As for my Promo... So I believe that this new CD--Winter Story is also as magic as the previous one!
Her music is solely light music with different instruments. The main instrument is piano. Very soothing and quiet. My roommate likes it also.

This is the cover and inside of Spring of Life, the colour is so nice and i like the design alot!~

This is the Winter Story, which i heard that it won many prize after releasing. Zhang Qi (My roommate) says that she loves this one better as the cover of the CD is red--her favourite colour... hahax` anyway, I like both of these CDs, good songs and beautiful designs. There is also a paragraph of words dedicated to every single song in the CD, they are all quite meaningful and reflects the moral behind the songs.

Tomorrow is my first H3 test, so I hope I can get a good grade~

My frist day of the Mar Hol

Term 1 finally comes to an end... but~~ I don't feel relaxed. There are still many things to do. Last Sat, when everyone was 'celebrating' the start of the March Holiday, i was on the way to SMU for H3 course...The worst thing was that I forgot to bring my wallet with me and I cannot enter SMU without my student card... So I was very sian and while waiting for my friend to come to SAVE me, i took some pictures of the SMU School of Economics, the building is very near to the new Cathay on orchard road (behind Plaza Singapora)

Not surprisingly, I was found using my friend's card to enter into SMU and caught by the stupid guard! She's so irratating... but anyway, I entered the classroom finally.

Our professor was late again! Amazing, he told us that every Sat. morning, he will get up at 4:30 in the morning to run 28km... Crazy guy. No wonder every time he gives us a lesson his voice is always tiring and nearly dead~He also said that he took part in the 'Iron Man' competition for several times, which is a 4km swimming, 140km cycling and 48km running. I'm wondering he can do that... hahax, anyway, his word surprised all of us. Yeah, that's what happened on my first day of Mar holiday, very sui~

My Angel and Mortal is the same person!

My Valentine’s Day was a very very very very surprising day!!!!!! ---I found out that My Angel and My Mortal is the SAME PERSON…

I didn’t know this until this morning when I approached my mortal Chen Tong, coz I was going to give him the gift… but then he turned out to say that actually he is my angel also!~ Wow, I was greatly surprised by that!~ this kind of thing may happen, but the chance is only…let me calculate, there are 26 people in my class and 26 people in my angel+mortal’s class, so the chance of me getting a mortal is 1/26, and the chance of me getting the same person as my angel is also 1/26. so combine together, the probability of getting same person as both angel and mortal is (1/26)*(1/26)=1/676…that means out of 676 combinations, I get this chance to have an angel and mortal who is the same person… Hope I got the math correct. Anyway, this is really rare and surprising. Though like that, my angel+mortal and me still write a lot of letters during the past one month and we really have fun with each other…

these are the letters that my angel+mortal wrote to me in the past one month

my angel+mortal is very good at drawing

Although Chen Tong already knew that I am both his angel and mortal, as he said that he knew this from the letter I wrote to him…( wondering y I didn’t notice that!!!) yeah, but then he still sent me 2 gifts!!! He’s so good and I can see that he made a lot of effort in preparing the gift for me!
This is one of the gift my angel+mortal gave me:


The mouse will give out sound like 'jiji' when u put a coin into the bank box inside its body

this is another gift, very cute

My angel+mortal is very good and he made the cards by himself, very pro cards!

inside of the card...

this is another postcard he made for me

So, this Valentine’s Day is the most meaningful and surprising one I’ve ever had!

Happy Valentine's Day!