A new nest

I have to admit that I need to try my best to adjust the cold whether here. It is not an esay matter if you migrate from the Equator to Toronto, which I surprisedly did. Nevertheless, I found a less hectic life here. Instead of saying enjoyment, I lost the direction in my life rather. I just finished handful of math133 homework that might be due next month. I won't change my lif style to Canadian or American, i still adhere to my old customs. Anyway, I decided to abondon the time-consuming CCA. I hate it.

Though, i need to ask myself contiuouslly, what is in front of me? Ok, speaking in a simple way, what am I doing now? This is a question that puzzled me for centuries. After 9 months of slackness, it's not amazed to find my English level decresed at an amazing rate should I stay in school. There are always many things that bundle me in my mind. I was busy. Really busy.

Sigh...

So sorry for the mumbling here. I was an idot in front of the thousands of freshness. If I were at a crossing in a jungle, I might die of hunger. I was wise to choose not be enrolled into psychology. I can forsee my future to be a Psycho if I finished the program. No, I'm not joking. I'm afraid of any pressure especially when it comes from other people. I believe everyone shares a dark conner in his/her brain. It only depends on the stimulation and time for it to be made appeared. For me, it's too easily stimulated that I fear of it coming out immediately after my graduation.
Nagging, Nagging Nagging...

I miss the sun there in the Equator.

If I were a bird, this would be my new Sun, my new nest.


As usual, posting one picture to show that I am still alive.